What do I want to say?

I stand up in the middle. I denied it first then I thought it's true too. I 'fight' with myself and end up confusing (ironically laughing). -Bandung, May 20th 2024

The time finally has come. I  don't know that this will be so painful. I realized since long time ago that I have to face this whenever the time will be. I'm supposed to be not surprised. But I never expect that it will come fast, will come on these days, when I haven't prepared anything. Um, actually I will never be ready for it. Well, it should be the end of the story. It will be hard to forget and I want to ask for apologize. I hope it can be better sooner and I hope I won't lost it all.  Now, it's the time to say good bye, dear.. -end of 2023